If OCD, then Faith

Today I experienced anger at my disruptive thoughts because they were happening one after another. My husband tried to explain to me that I need not be angry at the thoughts, that I need not to have any emotional connection.  But, that is the difficult part, not to get angry at them.  I think I am dissapointed in myself because I am weaker than I want to be.  I want to be strong, to not be moved when a disruptive thought comes, but I find myself at times doubting, and that does not help me have faith in myself. So I had to forgive myself.  I still love myself even though I am not as strong as I want to be.  I did experience love for my kids and I truly enjoyed that, so thank you Lord.  I also had a wonderful time cleaning my daughter's room with her.  It was fun.  I had sweet moments with my son too. I think he is going to be a singer because he loves to sing (He has a good voice too).

Love you Lord and life,

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