If OCD, then Faith

Today has been mostly good, thank the Lord.  There were about two to three moments in which OCD was present, so it definately has been worse.  

I am with my daughter alone right in front of me, and I am not scared, blessedly.  We are just hanging out together, mom and daughter.  I love her so much.  

B. went swimming today and she is doing so well.  J, went swimming too, but he hit me and bit me.  He then laughs afterward.  I don't know what to do, punishment doesn't seem to help.   

I went to my psychiatrist today, and he wants to put me on new medication instead of Risperadol.  It is called Rexulti.  I sure hope it works.  Wouldn't it be wonderful to think positive and not have to deal with OCD day in and day out.  It would be such a blessing.  

Hopefully, this is the last month I have OCD........Hoping.....

Thank you Lord for today, for delivering me and protecting me.  I know you love me. It is hard to think that you care so much for me, but deep down I know you do.  I know you love me so much.